13 May 2003 | 15:31
Kitten or no kitten, that is the question

I want a kitten. I really do. I want a little baby running around the house. And 5 really, truely wouldn't be more trouble/expense than 4. I want a kitten so bad.

And then I think of the reality of it.

*sigh*

As bad as I want a kitten, I shouldn't be so selfish. We have 4 cats. They are my babies. I love them so, SO much.

I can't do that to them. I can't bring a baby into the picture. Not now. Not yet.

Molly's going to be upset, I know. But I think she may also be a little relieved as well. I've been wavering on the subject.

We filled out an adoption form, but they jerked us around. Now I'm jerking her around.

I hope she's not mad at me. I hope she's not upset at this. I hope she understands that I would love to have a kitten, but my common sense tells me it's not a good idea. I hope she knows that the flip-flopping I've been putting her through has been ten times worse in my brain.

I want a kitten so bad I could cry, but I know that our living situation isn't the best for one right now.

*sigh*

I hope she's not mad at me.

At least this is my final decision.

Thinking About: about kittens
Listening To: an ad for the news
Lusting For: my wubbies

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